I’m failing out of community college and it feels like my life is over

2021.12.06 21:49 throwaway8104719 I’m failing out of community college and it feels like my life is over

First off I am a useless piece of shit, sorry had to get that out of the way first. I am 21 and i feel like i am failing at life, i am on the last straw for financial aid at my community college due to failing too many classes, I withdrawn from 1 class and now my professor from told me that she thinks it'd be best if I got an excused withdrawal from that class as well. I have been struggling with my mental health since I was 16 and have been in and out of therapy since then. I go to community college how fucking stupid do i have to be to drop out, to not handle going to school part time. My mom bought me a fucking macbook when I was doing well mentally and in school and now she just lost one of her 3 jobs due to one of her clients going into a home. And now I feel a duty to work even more to be able to support her since my dad is going for workers comp once again due to the smallest slip up. I genuinely am at a loss, I go to school for graphic design/digital art, how dumb am i if I can not find the motivation to put paint on a fucking piece of paper. I continuously go through phases where I get into a rhythm and I do good and I feel good and I make all these plans and have these hopes and dreams then things get dark fast, I don't want to leave my bed most days. And now I just got off the phone with my insurance and it will be 3 weeks for a new provider to contact me. This is a mess, I'm so sorry I just needed to get this all off of my chest. I feel even worse because my mom and my friends and boyfriend are all so wonderful and supportive but I just can’t feel happy. I'm scared of medication due to family history. Does life ever get better? I know I'm young but I feel like I genuinely am a waste of space at times. And I feel like I have no one to ask these questions, if I drop out of college, what then? Can I go back? How does it work with fafsa? If I was on the last straw of academic probation, I would not even be able to afford community college without fafsa, which is sad. I’m a first gen college student so I genuinely have no one to ask these questions, I just figure it out along the way and I am just getting so so tired, and maybe that is just life. But I've always been someone who looks at life for its positives cause what is there to do if you fill your life with negatives right? Well it's getting hard for me to even see the positives, this a jumbley rambling mess and my mind is just going at a rate of 10000000mph and i just can't stop thinking
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2021.12.06 21:49 flam1n Can someone with the BU sports pass sit with someone without one at agannis?

My friend has the sports pass but I don’t and we want to go to the BU BC game, can we go together?
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2021.12.06 21:49 womendontexist_real Any tips with voice training?

Do any of y'all have any good tips for voice training? Not only would it help with dysphoria but it would be funny to irritate my friends with a convincing effeminate voice I think.
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2021.12.06 21:49 xaverne How can I stop working?

Looking for ideas of how to get by without having to work and without ending up homeless (although I am also considering this option). I live in a big city and it is expensive. How can I quit my job and not end up on the streets? I also have car payments, student loans, and medical needs. Also have mental health condition as well.
I have seriously considered just living out of my car, but once payment go in default I will probably lose it. And I don't really want to live on the streets honestly, it sounds romantic when you're young but it actually sucks. Are there any communes I could just join up with that aren't terrible and don't involve koolaid?
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2021.12.06 21:49 4arc What pair of liqueurs are in the most cocktails?

Just curious.
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2021.12.06 21:49 teacherneedsajob22 Pregnancy Pains

Hi y’all. I am 9 weeks pregnant and about last week I started getting this sharp pain in my left hip / right above my left butt cheek. It happens when I am walking and I’ll cramp up and it’s difficult to walk.
It’s happening daily now and I wonder if there is any connection with body changes or I am just being paranoid 😅
Anyone else experienced this? Thanks y’all!
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2021.12.06 21:49 DomGuy127 When you are 3-9 for the day, it’s almost like WG just won’t let you win; also you just love them 4 DD games don’t you.

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2021.12.06 21:49 Furiousbanana99 List recommendation for first tournament.

TL, DR: 800 point list ideas with the units listed below?
So next week I'll be attending my first tournament ever and was wondering if anyone could recommend some list ideas. I have only played a few games so I have very little experience.
I currently own:
-Commander Luke -Cassian Andor -Sabine -Rebel troopers X4 -Rebel veterans X1 -AT-RT X2 -Tauntaun riders X3 -Wookoie warriors x3 -Rebel trooper upgrade kit
I'll play against all 4 factions but mostly vs droids. I don't want a super competitive list, just something that works well and isn't too hard to handle. I was thinking on making an agressive list with Luke, Sabine and the wookies warriors.
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2021.12.06 21:49 incogneat0_ Are dating apps even worth it (as a guy)?

It feels that as an average guy you have a very small chance of girls even seeing your profile on the apps. I'll explain:
My roommate's sister is an objectively attractive girl and the other day she showed me her Hinge profile. I'm sure most of you know but for those who don't on Hinge you can see everyone who has liked you but you can only go through them one at a time (unless you pay?). So I go to her likes tab and I start scrolling....and scrolling...and scrolling. I swear it felt like I scrolled for a solid minute before I hit the end of the list. Hundreds of guys had liked her and dozens of them were roses (Hinge's version of super like). And it got me thinking that this girl's soulmate could be somewhere in this stack and she would never find him because of the sheer amount of time it would take to go through all these guys' profiles.
For my own anecdote, I have actually successfully hooked up with a girl from tinder. We matched and she came over that same night. While talking I asked her how long she had been on tinder and she said she made her profile 20 MINUTES BEFORE WE MATCHED. 20 minutes and she was already talking to someone with plans of meeting up. This also got me thinking that if you aren't one of the first matches a girl gets you're gonna get buried in the stack of likes (or even matches) and she'll never see your profile.
Have you guys had similar experiences? And to any girls reading this, are there guys who have liked you/you matched with who you'll never get around to talking to just because you have so many guys to sort through?
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